He smiled the most exquisite smile, veiled by memory, tinged by dreams.
It hard to grapple with something that does not exist: nothing, no bones, to tie the language together
And all the lives we ever lived and all the lives to be are full of trees
and changing leaves
In our world full of pictures and pages, each curated to our little personal dreams, it is hard to be beautiful, and but it is even harder to make sense, and have authenticity tumble through your work.
Bitter and black, halfway down, in the darkness, in the shaft which ran from the sunlight to the depths, perhaps a tear formed; a tear fell; the waves swayed this way and that, received it, and were at rest.
Where is it, where is it? Are we built from a lust for life, or from a fear of death: is that your dusky illumination.
Could it be, even for elderly people, that this was life?–startling, unexpected, unknown?
What shines through the ink, is an enthusiasm for language and the twisting of words, so devoid from the other works which pseudo-intellectuals have branded their favourite, champagne literates, illerates.
The very stone one kicks with one’s boot will outlast Shakespeare
Were you a millennial, pre-emptive? Indeed, bubbling with ideas and hopes and knowledge and just wanting to be understood, the ideas larger than people’s capacity for understanding. Or was your ego larger than the need for the words to be pared down to be understood.
So that is marriage, Lily thought, a man and a woman looking at a girl throwing a ball
If I craved a string of quotes, with no meaning in context to each other except for the overwhelming existential sadness they all made me feel, I would go somewhere else: literature was not borne for this.
Or maybe it was.
Well, we must wait for the future to show.